what a terrible year this has been

se fue mi abuela

Apologies for being maudlin on Christmas Eve, but what a bad year. I've never written a eulogy before. I'm not sure how to start one, but I can't say I love it. It feels impossible to write in the past tense about someone who still feels so viscerally here, presently. But my grandmother died on Tuesday, so here we are. 

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